From the feeling of free to the emotion of loneliness, from the feeling of empowered to the emotion of defeat, from the feeling of anxiety to the emotion of excitement….it seems as though this rollercoaster is in full effect. I find most days seem to breathe positive be vibes, but then there are those days were tears and despair take over. So why? Why this journey of up and down to such extremes? Is it because this is my first break up after 12 years, is it because we have 2 boys together who are 7&11, is it’s because I lost my ability to identify who I am l, is it because it finally saw the light. Whatever the reason is or isnt the journey has become and it’s time I embrace it for all it has to offer.