Trying to live

[Ally]

My now ex tried to kill me June 18th 2020. I left that day. Got a protective order. He only did 6 months. After getting out he broke his p/o. He was arrested again. He did not show up for court, an arrest warrant was issued on April 30th 2021. They knew where he was and how dangerous he was. I have told them many times about the people he had on his kill list. No one listened to me. On May 11th he killed the only person that was willing to help him. He was a mutual friend and kind soul that wouldn’t hurt anyone. I feel so guilty at times for the death of that man. I cry multiple times a day and I have no idea how to heal.

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