A cycle of abuse

Well i was in sereval abusive relationships were the men beat on me and right after i had my oldest daughter haley her daddy kicked me as hard as he could right above my c- section and bruised my stomach up for 2 or 3 months in major pain i cried so much finally went to two domestic violence shelters had my second daughter shayla in a domestic violence shelter i was in shelters for about 6 months than i got my first apartment.than was dating a guy that was beating on me and hit on me all the time and was even molesting my 4 year old daughter at the time and when i went to get help for her i was the one in the wrong amd dhr ended up taking my two girls due to all this they are now 24 years old and almost 21 they dont have much to do with me because they were so brainwashed .and than in 2008 i got married to this man that hit on me a lot across the face and all amd knocked me unconions amd when i came back to myself he was no where to ne found till later on that night .than i got with this guy i was with for 16 years that i thought he loved me and all had three kids by him he always said the kids were not his and he starting beating on me very bad physically and verbally abusive all day every day and was beating me in front of my kids and than he had my three youngest kids taken away from me by dhr also and he was very mean to all of us and them too as well and he tried choking me and got in trouble for that was always molesting his own kids and i found out things after the fact when dhr stepped in and took them .the picture is and my kids the last visit with them at dhr