Escaping a 9-Year Abusive Relationship: My Journey to Reclaim My Life and Children

I was in a 9 wrong year relationship,at the time I felt lonely being a single mom and divorced,and one day I met my abuser in 2009,everything was going on until I lost my vehicle and I was being cheated on come to find out the person he cheated on me was doing spell work,fast forward I ended up moving to another county and my abuser would come over however he moved the girl he was cheating on me with once again I lost my vehicle and place me and my son’s were in a shelter for 6 months,after that we finally got a place the next thing I know the ex reached out to me we ended up back together later found out he was engaged one evening my son’s went with their grandparents and I saw this person called so I texted her and told her the truth he wakes up out of his drunk stupor cursing me out and trying to choke me then 2 hours went by wanted to go out ,the next thing I know a couple of days later he packed up and left and left his shoes behind,then cos got called on me out of hatred and they gave my sons to my mother,I was truly hurt,then i found out i was pregnant the cheating got worse I got treated horrible so after i had my daughter i moved abd we ended up living together I had to endure his brother living with us,then he left his friend he made him leave,and another friend he had a dog he left after.that i had to work he had a hard time with me working but had other people coming to my house while i was at work many times i had to go to work late because he purposely would come home with the car when he wanted to ,it almost got me fired well after the second daughter which was a surprise baby we hardly ever did anything ,one night he came home drunk and he left the key to the truck and house at his buddies house and we got into an argument and he kept following me in the rooms all in my face,as I was going to the front door he would block me until i found a way to get out the house he ran behind me and grabbed me by my collar by my dress,and wanted to keep arguing punching holes in the doors breaking in the doors with knives,until he punch the door to come after me he punched me in my face abd was really trying to hurt me he did it in front of my daughters that was on july 29th 2016 he left the year after that and took my daughters from me while i was at work i pray for their safety every single day last time i saw them was in 2019 i asnt financially fit then due to som circumstances but now im working on getting my girls back