By Survivor
I meant a guy on the chat site. I didn’t know what I was getting myself in. As days go by I start seeing his true colors. He start to change. We has meant each other in person. That when I started to see those red flags. But I in noise it. Maybe I didn’t wanted to see it. As time pass it was getting more harder to let him go. He control me in ever way. I didn’t has no where to go with my children. To one day I has a phone called from my daughter school. That change everything’s . But the damage was all ready there. You can say that my daughter was stronger then me. I has block a lot things in my minds. My PTSD was getting worst. It thought he got lock up for the abuse on me and my kids. The memories stolid in my minds. To this days I still jump when I hear a noise. That the mark he lifted behind. It been a while since he been gone. But the mark he lifted went always. The mental abuse to this days hunted me in my sleepy. I have to learn to think like a survivor not like a vitcan. I want all my survivor women to know you not alone. We all share the same story. Some of us are luck to gave out of it. Some women are still in the fight. So let are light help other.
