On may 31 my now ex boyfriend in his un medicated bipolar schizophrenia episode beat me and raped me for 1 hr . He’s in custody and Right now I’m in the process of get a restraining order. What hurts the most I spent 3 years under his control slowly isolating myself just to be with him . I heard story how he head butted his previous girlfriend and was there when he slapped his mother . But I didn’t think he’d go that far with me , I thought I was different. He conditioned me to to love him no matter what , to be truly devoted to him , to let him defame my character because he felt like I was seeing other people when in reality it was him . It was always him
All of My Strength to Keep Fighting
By Anonymous Survivor It takes immense strength to keep going and choose to fight back after certain situations we face in our lives, and sadly mine involved abuse (saying that out loud takes more courage than you know). The effects aren’t always visible to others or to yourself. It is...