I am a 66 yr old woman on social security only I have a major chronic depressive distressive disorder with PTSD and ADHD FROM MANY YEARS OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE ABUSE AND I ALSO HAVE METASTATIC BREAST CANCER I don’t have a car, HE MADE SURE OF THAT JUST RECENTLY! I don’t have assets I’m being forced to live in a place with my abuser who is not my boyfriend nor a husband. The place I am living in is under standards of healthy living I have no family anymore they are all passed away. I need help I need help as I am under attacks of emotional, and verbal abuse on a daily basis. it started in 2011 when I began dating this man 6 months later he choked me.. I have had many objects thrown at me hitting me in the head he broke many of my personal belongings and also those that belonged to my late mom and dad. I have tried to escape many times but always ended up back here due to various reasons. I need help!!! please help me I had lost my home in 2008 due to domestic violence that landed me in the hospital when I was married to another man. I am dying here can anyone help me get out I cannot stay per my physicians and I have documentation for that, I am not a good candidate for communal living as my anxiety and stress levels are over the edge and I also have neuropathy in my legs that wakes me up screaming in pain. this man now is trying to control my life every aspect of it even the food there’s never any food. I want my life back in someone help me get it please I am a prisoner in this place literally I am a prison and that is what he wants to keep me prisoner away from everybody and anybody! And keep me here just to torture me emotionally verbally whatever way he can starvation sleep deprivation name calling no privacy whatsoever at all if I go into the bathroom to make a phone call he comes right up to the dorm puts his ear on it and listens to everything I say so I have to walk whether I want too..or feel good or not.I want to move to Toronto. I have someone there. I know this person for 5 yrs and when I have the money I visit him… That’s when I begin to feel a little bit alive again,.. instead of crying or being depressed or being angry I am happy there with him I am laughing with him I feel safe with him and treats me well…. We just need to get money together enough so we can afford an apartment together . The only thing I do have is a one-way ticket in mid-September coming. I have no one .. I don’t feel good about a thought of dying here. He’s scary stupid horrible and I won’t be able to forgive this He’s taking all these years away from me I always end up back here due to lack of a place to go of my own. He would stalk me anyway he always has…I could send the pictures of this place that I have to sit in all day it’s not a place a human being should be living. I have photos, of this apartment I have text messages from him I have voice messages from him that I saved over the years and I have documents for my physicians stating that I am in danger living here. I’d be happy to provide them to someone who can help me be FREED from this place and my abuser. Asap. Thank you for letting me speak.
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